The Pain And Sorrow Of Losing A Baby

I just watched Secret Life of the American Teenager. Adrian lost her baby. Her and Ben are married. Amy decided she was ready to make love with Ricky. Thats a lot to think about. It makes me think about what I want in life and the things I wish will and will not happen.

What purpose do I have now? What is your purpose? Im just saying we need to appreciate our lives and what we do have. Like Ben and Adrian will learn, you do not TRULY appreciate something until it is gone. I am now going to appreciate.
Appreciate life, love, friends, family, loved ones, and the strangers I do not know yet but will.
I already love my future husband
my future kids
my future neighbors
and just anyone I will meet.

Pain and loss is so hard and it is difficult to overcome.
Things like losing a friend, a family member, ANYONE is hard.
I want to dedicate this post to the women who have children but lose them during the pregnancy. Especially teenage mothers, because on top of being young it is difficult to experience this for you, and for anyone I am sure.

Losing a baby is not easy, it is devastating and forever impacting. I do not want to even begin to describe the feelings and emotions because I have never been through it and it would be unfair for me to do so. I just write this to say that we love you and that I, Jessica Eileen Palencia, love you. I am sorry for the hurt and suffering that for me is unimaginable. I am sorry for the pain.

(A moment of silence)

We are here for you.